yes

did i just have a mini-panic about who on earth i'll take to the CHRISTMAS party? was that mini-panic soothed when i remembered that i already have the perfect dress? was that mini-panic also a reinforcing factor in my decision to prolong summer by cutting off all my hair and being so blonde? do i love half-living in a hotel that has amenities like a pool and breakfast and a washer/dryer and air conditioning and social hour? do i love when my goals for an entire weekend read something like 'market, pool, sleep, olympics, sconecutter' and all those goals are met? do i feel equally successful about reaching those goals as i do reaching more 'real' goals? do i think cancer stinks? do i wish i had all the answers? do i love babies? am i upset that i see the exact same flowers that are struggling for life on my front porch completely thriving in planters throughout downtown? do i feel like making lemon poppyseed muffins? do i take some pride in the fact that the fish i named is one of 2 remaining alive? do i wish i could somehow make kids appreciate how awesome it is to be a kid? do i get nervous when people start thinking i can do awesome things? am i getting way better at scramble? am i obsessed with chelsie hightower? am i finally getting my summer freckles? do i wish i were on a cruise like hezzer and cora? should i stop?