baptism by fire

i just emptied my trash. my trash had my whole life in it. well, at least my catch-all folder on my desktop. the one that's been catching all for the last 2 years. anything anyone sent me, or that i just liked, photos, things i wrote, things i made, plans for my wedding, just my whole life. looks like today's the day i start a new life. i feel kind of sick. and kind of excited.