it could happen to you

Sometimes I convince myself it's a viable option to take a break from life, just for a couple months or so while everything in my current sitch is frozen and then come back to my life and have it resume as usual. Like just take a really long sleep on a beach or be a very crafty hermit or go to Fish Lake and write a book or travel from sibling's house to sibling's house organizing their kitchens and playing with their kids. Things like that. And obviously time/money don't exist and my body doesn't need food to survive but if I want to eat, I can and I wear the same thing the entire time because it's the most perfect, easiest, grayest outfit and it's always 67 degrees, sometimes with a breeze, sometimes with a hot, hot sun.